Tomorrow I go to the swimming pool for the first time in over a year.
Joyous day.
I get to be half naked in front of people I hate.
How lovely.
I also called the suicide hotline yesterday for the first time. I don't really know how to feel about that.
WARNING: These are documented thoughts that have ran through my head recently. Some thoughts are not the cleanest. Choice words are used as well. (On a nicer note, I would like to point out that this was just for fun. I thought maybe some of my watchers might like to see what goes on in the mind of LucisKitten ~Happyhappyplz (https://www.deviantart.com/happyhappyplz) )
That moment when you wake up at your house and put on a shirt and realize it still smells like him.
<3
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Fucking Christ I’m so happy for once.
I don’t think I’ve ever wanted someone to kiss me again so bad.
Like..
God damn you’re more addictive than meth.
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